Bubs Howes

2008 - 2008
LocationColindale
Age1 month, 26 days
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth23/10/2008
Date of Death19/12/2008
Visitors807 since 12/01/2009
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On the 20th November 2008 we found out we was expecting our first baby after 4 months of trying.
Sadly on the 12th January 2009 Mummy was rushed into hosptial to find out that our beautiful bubs'
heart stopped beating at 8 weeks +1day. Mummy and Daddy are deeply upset at our loss and will never
forget our perfect little baby.

RIP angel bubs Mummy and Daddy will always love you and will never forget you!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

This Poem made me think of you xxx

Can You Be A Mother When Your Baby Is Not With You? ~

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.

"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
when your baby's not with you?"

"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."

"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.

"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say..."

We go to earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear,
My mummy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mum,
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My mummy set me free.

I miss my mummy oh so much
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillows were I lay

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear
Mummy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here."

"So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home
And this is where they'll stay."

"They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realize
You are a mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one


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A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith

I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

With love from your little Angel xxx

Joanne Mitchell 4 weeks ago

To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne

How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?

You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.

I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.

I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.

I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.

I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.

You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.

X X

Joanne Mitchell 4 weeks ago

I found this Kel and thought it was perfect x

An Angel Never Dies - Author Unknown
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.

You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.

Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.

Kelly Gracie-Maes Auntie (Family Friend) May 15, 2009

Thinking of you x x x x x

Dear Bubs

Its Daddy and Mummy, we have both been talking about you tonight and realize how much we miss you and how special you are to us, Loosing you was the most devastating moment of our lives and we will never forget your image of seeing you in your scan picture you were so perfect in every single way! not a day goes by that we don't think of you and we will never forget you. Although we will try for your brother and sister we will never forget you or love you any less.

sleep tight our special angel mummy and daddy love you with all our hearts big cuddles and kisses always mummy and daddy x x x x x

Kelly Lynch (Mummy) February 14, 2009

Sorry

Hey hun, im really sorry i had no idea...
if u need anything then giz a shout
R.I.P xxx

Kerri Franklin January 28, 2009

Hi Kelly,

Thanks for lovely message and kind words.
Your baby is looking down on you from heaven, and i hope your pain eases in time.
Lots of love
xxxx

Angels Mummy January 20, 2009

Thinking of you both

hey darlin
I'm so sorry to hear bout your loss, im sitting here crying and thinking of you both, my heart goes out to you darlin. I'm sure they are looking down on you and know how much you and terry loved them. take care huni xxxx

Sarah Louise January 18, 2009

Kelly and Terry, my heart goes out to you both. Im so sorry for the loss of your lil buba. The buba is now safe in heaven. You will never forget your buba and your memories will live on forever. Bless you both, all my love George xxxx

Georgina Tait January 18, 2009

I love you! xx

Morning bubs I hope you are ok & having fun playing with the angels, mummy misses u so much I wish I could still feel u growing inside me! Its my birthday 2mra give me a big cuddle. Cant stop thinking about you, mummy and daddy light a candle every night when we can! Sleep tight bubs we love u very much angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kelly Lynch (Mummy) January 17, 2009

God Bless....

Kelly, I am so so sorry for your loss of your little one, we have lost a baby before and it is a really tough thing to come to terms with. We now have a gorgeous little boy who you know of in "Alfie" and we look at it that he was just put on hold back when it happened and has arrived with us now. Your day will come again when you both will be proud parents of your child and they will be ready to meet you then. NEVER give up and believe you will be so happy one day the pair of you. God bless you all. Gav X

Gavin Hart January 15, 2009
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